CAN NOT WAIT
I can’t wait until these exams are over! The only thing that’s helping me get through it right now is knowing that my buddy is getting us Pittsburgh Steelers tickets for the game that’s coming up in a few weeks! I think that will actually be the best thing about this month. It seems like the only thing I’ve been doing lately is studying. I’m completely exhausted from it. In fact, I’ve been so focused on my studies that I think I completely blew my chances with this one girl in my class. Now that I think about it, she was sending some very obvious signals that she was interested and I completely missed it. I’m not sure if I really feel ready to start dating yet, but she seems like someone I could be romantically interested in. I still haven’t gotten over my last girlfriend yet. That’s going to take awhile. You don’t date someone for three years and then just walk away from it like nothing happened. What makes it even harder is that she was my best friend. Even with my closest friends, I haven’t been able to have the same kind of conversations that we used to have. I know she would’ve loved going to this game too, so it will be hard not to think about her the entire time I’m there but I will try my best! I’m determined to move on from this.